♥ Written by Me : Needs a Prayer
Tuesday, October 6, 2009 -{'10:45 PM
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SIGH.... how time flies. Finals is a few weeks away... I feel tense.. scared.. I NEED HOPE.. I NEED PRAYER! I NEED HELP! H - E - L - P! I'm putting my effort in it.. so hopefully my effort will NOT GO TO WASTE! *PRAYS*
ITs been how many days? I'm still feeling guilty about something.. :(
GUILT .. what guilt you ask? its the guilt where I feel as if I'm "ditching" my friends. Sorry you guys. I know I rejected prom night and QY's open house. P-lease do not be angry. I've got reasons for not being able to attend. I hope you understand.
I still can remember QY's reaction when I told her I'm not going. She looks VERY disappointed. T.T I feel so guilty and sad too.. I wanted to go.. but stupid exam is around the corner and I know I have to control myself. Besides, my parents do not allow me to go either.
And for Prom night.. to Z .. Well since I was with you during that "scary" lunch hour with that weirdo.. I hope me and Diane made it even now. :D
Ok.. gonna stop here.. have to sleep early for classes tomorrow . I SO DO NOT WISH TO ATTEND ESL. DAMN BORING! we're having debate tomorrow which has practically nothing to do with our exam? -.-YEESH.. waste my precious time sitting there.
ANywAYzzzz....
I HOPE I CAN MAKE IT THROUGH MY EXAMS! SHOUTS OUT LOUD:
"I CAN DO IT!"