Today Eileen, my best friend and I hanged out in JJ, Bukit Tinggi. We watched the Madagascar 2! It was quite good and funny! Before that, I went job hunting. Hopefully I will get a job! I saw my ex boyfriend.. gosh, I can still remember how some of my friends drool over him long time ago. To think of it, there is nothing to drool about. I don't find him as handsome as before. Weird how people change, or... how I change. Talking about change, when me and Eileen sat in Old Town Coffee Shop and "gossip", we found that many of our friends has changed into someone we can hardly recognize. We also found out how we have and will change in a few months or years to come. Life is really full of surprises ... Changing surprises. How will our future be? Will we be alone? Married? with children? will we change our looks? will we be someone successful? will we just be normal? What does the future hold for us? When I met up with Eileen today, everything in my life just flashed in front of me and how our life will be.

I was really thankful that I get to meet up with my best friend today. By the way, today is her birthday, I would love to wish her the happiest birthday, may all her dreams come true and thank you Eileen, for being my friend throughout all these years! Love you so much! I hope that my everyday you are there as my friend and I, yours. God Bless ya!

In games, I tend to take it as if it is reality? I have this "against people being rude/dirty minded/offensive" kind of people. Gamers say I am too serious in games. Am I?? Honestly.. Tell me because I need to know. I guess it's my nature to be this way? I just find that, no matter where you are or who you are, being rude and dirty minded and all is not acceptable. I was thinking, maybe I am too serious? I should just let it be? Somehow I will feel guilty not voicing out because most children are in those games and they learn all those mean things from others. I just feel it's my duty to voice out and not just let it pass... what do you think?

Today I went to KLCC and KL tower. I am so tired! We took KTM from Teluk Pulai to KL central and then KL central to KLCC and KLCC we walked to KL tower which took us around an hour or less to find. If we were sitting taxi, I would not complain but we walked! and we lost our way so many times until we finally gave up guessing where it is and just asked the police near by. Tired, and angry was I when I found that KL tower was just a few miles away it probably would have only taken us 15 minutes to reach if we have just asked earlier! Oh darn my feet are soar! If only we asked for directions earlier! By the way, it rained heavily and I was kinda soaked! When we reached KL tower, the only thing we did was visit animals -.-". When we headed back to KLCC, we went shopping and of course since we came all the way, we had to go to the sky bridge. It was OKAY, I guess, nothing really special to me. They should let us get to a higher floor because I did not get the "WOW" or "OMG I AM SO HIGH UP" feeling.

By the way, I saw an LG phone, KC550, very beautiful. I MIGHT want that instead of w890i now.. XD

Alrighty, I am too tired to think and blog right now. Here are the pictures I took :) -ENJOY!-

I was just surfing around youtube yesterday night and found this very interesting flash that I thought I might what to share with everyone. When I first spoted this flash on youtube, I was thinking, "Gosh, this girl's looks are scary! One big eye and one small eye, looks like a demon." As I played the flash though, I got attracted to it. I'll give these flash they made 4-5 stars!

These flash, is made by Katytowell. It's main theme for these flash is "Children R Skary". Indeed after you have watched it, you will think that children CAN be scary. This flash, is what I would put in the creative catogory. Its a little creepy if you watch it at night, but it is kind of interesting when you get hooked to the story and the character itself. The first video scared me last night! Makes you wish that you will never meet a fairy! The second one was sad and scary(at the last part) and the third was more to spooky. Well, less talking.. enjoy watching :)

SHOW TIME!!

Tittle: Never Woke Up



Tittle: The Little Girl Who was forgotten.



Tittle: Candy



I would like to Thank Katytowell for these interestin flashes. For more videos, visit this site : wwww.katytowell.com

Ok, Lately, I am having my mood swings. I am not as merry or as bubbly as before. I am getting grumpier these days... I have no mood for practically most of the things. Got this "LEAVE ME ALONE!" feeling and this "AAAAAAAAAH!!! WHAT THE HECK IS WRONG WITH ME" feeling. Save me.. I can be bubbly all of a sudden and then grumpy the next moment. I don't even know what to blog these days! >:(

Whoa! I did went and watch Godspell after all! The show was quite good, for people who has no acting background or singing background to be on stage and do a musical performance. The songs are really catchy and some parts are really funny! The guys' singing and acting, I give them 2 thumbs up, but for the girls, I wish they could select a better singer and actress as there was only 2 girls that was better than the rest. To be honest, if the show were to replace the girls with other girls that has a better voice, it would be a VERY GOOD performance. By the way, Godspell is acting according to the book of Matthews. Although, there were a few errors in the performance, but if you did not spot them, it'll be fine XD

Never thought I would get up quite early this morning... @.@ Got up in my nighty and went down to check what was all the noise downstairs. I was thinking "Mum and dad went jogging...is grandmother doing something??". To my surprise, I saw mum and dad washing the corridor and another thought came to me "Did I sleep through a whole entire of 2 months? Is it Chinese New Year already?? What the heck? Why are they cleaning it? Darn, they must be too energetic!" Well, I was wrong, daddy told me that grandmother had "poo" all over the bed and they had to wash the corridor to put the mattress out to dry. Of course, when you see someone cleaning the house, you can't just walk away, so I had to change my clothes, wash up, and help too. I was annoyed at first, because I thought I could have a peaceful morning, instead I am cleaning up the house but in the end, I felt okay, nothing much to think or worry about. Oh yeah, since grandmother is here to stay, I am about to miss the play "Godspell" in CDM church. :( I sooo wanted to see that! I guess, I would have to miss it, and hope God plays it in heaven when I get there!

Have you ever seen a dead squashed house lizard? I did this morning when I cleaned the corridor. It was simply disgusting! Let me tell you how I saw it. My dad was chasing this one lizard, and since he hate lizards to enter the house, he shouted "watch out for the lizard! Don't let him enter". I was blurred but I looked for the lizard and I couldn't find it so I just ignored it. As I was cleaning the sliding doors, I came closer to some planks and I saw the lizard my dad was looking for. It's head was squashed by the plank, the fluid from it's little brain just burst out. EW!!!!!!!! ARGH!!!! thinking about it makes me shiver! Arghhhhhhhhhhh!!!! I will never hurt a lizard in my life! brrrr...

Dear diary,
I have to admit, I have not been a good Christian all these years. I have hide the the fact that I am a follower of God. I am like Peter, who denied Jesus again and again. When someone were to ask me about my religion, I would changed the subject because I have no idea how to answer them when they attack me with questions about my beliefs. I know what I am believing is real and true but I have no idea how to tell people or shall I say, evangelize the word of God to people. I pray hard for a change or guidance in my life that whenever I am lost, I will be led back to the Lord. I have someone whom I love dearly, but he is a non-believer. He could ask me a million questions that I won't be able to answer. He could tell me many things that make me change my beliefs. Somehow, I would still hold on to the Lord praying for a way to show him that there is Lord in my life. The Lord was not only there during my weakest moments, but also my happiest moments. I wish that he could see what the Lord has done in my life. Maybe my life is not as wonderful and perfect, maybe it's just the beginning of the chapter in Life. It does not mean that if someone believes in God, life will always be perfect. I remember very well my lover told me that he will love me so much that I will place him before God in my heart. When I heard that, truly I was shocked. I would not say that it was the Devil speaking through him. All I could do was pray that God will teach me how to do my job in spreading the good news to him. I wish that he would know that God is always number one in my list. I want him to know why I love God so much that he will remain top in my heart. I do not know how to explain to him. Maybe there will be a time when I know how to. I just need time.

There was once, as I sat in the church and I looked up to the crucifix, I looked at Jesus and I could feel his sorrow. In all his pictures I have passed by and seen, I could see his eyes are filled with sadness. People might think, "what the heck? It's a picture, they painted the eyes that way!". But to me, I thought "It is through the Lord that these painters art/works made such a beautiful painting of Jesus that you could feel Him in the picture." Others might think I am crazy, let them be... for it is my thoughts and I am the ruler of my thoughts and beliefs.

Just when I thought today will be a bright sunny great day, something has to come and ruined it. Early this morning, I entered Habbo with a smile and suddenly someone name elle1127 came. I don't mind she as my name at first, but when people start calling her "elle" too, I kinda got annoyed and she payed for HR job too. She even looks almost like me. My elle-jx- 's account is my pride and joy in habbo now someone is using the same thing and has almost the same identity. I just feel like cursing and swearing! Maybe I am jealous, I don't know. But I am sure not happy with it.

Ok, Habbo is not the only thing that ruined my sunny morning. My family is having some "crisis". My grandmother who operated her knee needs someone to take care of her. Since my uncle who was suppose to take care of her didn't want to, instead my mother wants to bring my granny back home. I didn't mind at first, after all she is my grandmother but when the thought came that I have to take my grandmother to the toilet and all, I'm just not ready for it. Worst is, coming to my home and dominating the hall (which is where my computer is) will lead to Me, doing all the caring and the entertaining. I can't entertain my grandmother as we speak in our own language that each of us don't understand. So how? Darn, taking care of my niece nearly drove me up the wall. Now my grandmother? Please God, spare me! T.T

Hehehe.. Since I am not sure what to post about this time... I think I'll just talk about Habbo :) . I didn't know the picture will be posted this small in blogger o.O . Oh well, I'm kinda lazy to edit it. To all Habbo members, you all know that sometimes habbo can be really addicting, yet boring but you all also know that, in Habbo, we make lots of friends. Habbo is more of a chat room than a game where we meet weird, funny, silly, annoying, cute, serious, macho, even rude kids/teenagers. Through Habbo, we actually learn that different people obtain different personalities and characters. We can even learn how to spend and safe our money. (Although, many kids in habbo spends more than RM60 per week) If you think chatting and browsing around is boring, you can join competitions, polls, write articles and so on just to have some fun! If you are chosen as a winner or a participant, you might get some credits(money) or even cool badges or furniture for you habbo! Or even better, you can play games such as SS(snow storm) where you hit other habbos with snowballs and knock them flat to the ground! or BB (Battle Ball). Not enough? there are also games held by habbo-ians like us. Go to rooms and you'll find CC (Costume Change), FF(Falling Furni), HH(Haunted House) and lots more! But careful being scammed though, best if you do not learn to p2p (Pay to play)! Not to mention, in Habbo, you can actually get a date! Grab a girl, grab a boy , you love me and I love you. Just remember to differentiate between virtual love and reality. Do not mix both up, it could be extremely dangerous unless you already know each other in reality :) . Well, that's about it... I shall stop for today. Try habbo-ing, some might think it's childish, some might not.. it depends on you and how you think. Happy Habbo-ing!

My my my... In just an blink of an eye, it's already November and I am still idling around >.<"

Nov. 10, I will continue my driving lessons, hopefully by end of December, I am able to drive around. To be honest though, I don't even feel like driving! I prefer being the passenger XD. Look at how we, Malaysians, drive on the road! A car can just come flying past and hit you without warning! Malaysian drivers tend to break the rules. How can I not have the fear when it comes to driving? If I were to drive, I will leave the house early to reach my destination! Going to cruise my way to wherever I'm heading! I don't want to end up causing or being in an accident. It will cost my blood, my energy, my time, and $$$$$$! In addition, driving a car can cause stress! I am too young to be stressed out and have lots of white hair on my head! People even learn to curse and swear when they drive. Such as "what the hell is wrong with him/her?", "Idiot driver!", "Shit!", "Stupid bugger! Never use his brain!" and so on. Therefore, when it comes to driving, I am going to take it easy. I rather be scolded than to scold because I can't hear a thing they are saying about me. So who cares? :P So if you ever see me on the road, over take me or you will go crazy behind me. Don't tell me I did not warn you!