♥ Written by Me :
Thursday, September 24, 2009 -{'7:10 PM

Sometimes.. Have you ever felt lonely? Like you needed someone to be JUST there for you. TO hold you, talk to you, laugh with you, go crazy and silly with you? You don't want anyone online.. you want them with you physically.. Well, Today I have that moment. I guess the boring holidays got into me. I'm like a trap little mouse, caged in, and the only entertainment I have is the Internet. Yes, the Internet provides me lots of access.. movies, games, chat rooms, videos, articles, but how long can you stay online 'till you get bored of it?? So of course, the only solution is to study.. and after and hour or two, I just wish I can sleep. But the stuffy weather just made my mood worst. Feeling not only sweaty, but also hungry (due to detox) , my temper and patience was at it's worst! I need someone.. someone to calm me down. Someone to make this silence go away and to make this frustration disappear.
After hours of silent torture, I took a cooling bath that at once washed those negative aura off me. I felt refresh, energized and most importantly, HAPPY. Its amazing what a cool bath can do during such a hot weather! With a better mood, and my playful puppy with me, I just forgot how lonely I was. Well, I won't be lonely long.. one more day to weekends 'till I my mum is back and to meet my devilish yet angelic nieces and a few more days 'till the holiday is over and I'll rejoin my silly / crazy college pals and of course ... my trials results! Darn! Just when I was getting all happy and excited!